Wednesday, June 11th, 2025 10:12 am
Partly sunny and warm; not quite summer weather yet but working up to it!

What I Just Finished Reading

Adrift in Currents Clean and Clear, by Seanan McGuire. I'm not a fan of McGuire's writing (though I enjoyed reading her LJ, back in the day) but when I saw the cover of this I knew I could save it for a "Chosen for Its Cover" prompt, and I did! This was for Read Broader.

Written on the Dark, by Guy Gavriel Kay. Character-driven, lovely prose, loosely based on historical events of which I knew little, a very enjoyable weekend read. For A to Z Authors.

Cold, by Drew Hayden Taylor. I know that Stephen Graham Jones is pretty much the king of Indigenous Horror right now, but I've noped right of his books, so for this subgenre it's Taylor for me. Well told story, great characters. For A to Z Authors.

Making Amends by Nisi Shawl. This is another one of these novels composed of related short stories, difficult to do well. An introduction explaining how it all ties together didn't really help me. For Read Broader - Woman Author.

Hijab Butch Blues, by Lamya H. Ok, this is where Read Broader really shines - I do read pretty broadly, but let's be honest, there's little reason for a 71-year-old white cishet woman to pick up this book. But I did, and I'm so glad. Lamya H wrote so movingly about her faith and how it relates to her daily life, fear of coming out in an unsupportive culture, the search for meaningful relationships. Definitely one of the best books I've read this year. For Read Broader - LGBTQIA+ Author. (And now I'm fearful for Lamya H's safety; I haven't found anything recent about her, but it's added to my list of things to worry about.)

What I Am Currently Reading

Everything I read last week was pretty weighty, so I'm taking a break with a cozy mystery, The Retired Assassin's Guide to Country Gardening, by Naomi Cuttner. It's like Murderbot (or Owlet's Bucky) retiring to a small town and meeting up with the Thursday Murder Club. I wasn't going to apply it to any challenge, but I just discovered that it can go in A to Z Titles, so there it is. Much fun!

What I Am Reading Next

Yet another Adrian Tchaikovsky coming out tomorrow! Bee Speaker. (I keep hoping against hope he'll write the origin of the Bug People, some of my favorite books of all time. I guess the yoga is helping my
flexibility in keeping every crossed *grin*

Question of the Day: What's blooming? Many things, but my favorite right now is larkspur, from a packet of mixed wildflower seed. It seeds itself, comes in multiple colors, and is just so joyful out there:

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Wednesday, June 11th, 2025 12:52 am
I plan to, yet again, compete in Idol this season.

If interested, you also can join:https://therealljidol.dreamwidth.org/1182845.html
Wednesday, June 11th, 2025 01:50 am
Idol is back! So I wil be participating in LJ Idol: Wheel of Chaos.
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Tuesday, June 10th, 2025 11:08 pm
I'm back from the funeral. Mostly I'm exhausted and angry, primarily about an arcane theological thing. My grandmum was very speciic about her funera plans, and they centered on a Catholic eucharistic mass. About half her family, mine included, aren't practicing Catholic so can't take communion. There are ways to structure things to downplay the eucharist things, like you could have a memorial without a eucharist or have the priest invite non-Catholics to come up for a blessing, say. She didn't do that and the impact was most of the family in atteendance couldn't participate.

Which was very excluding and pulled up a lot of old pain: she wanted her whole family to be Catholic, very much so, to the point I always felt like all the hard and serious work I've done to make my peace with God was just discounted and not taken seriously because I don't don the right label. Which is bizarre because, with everything I've gone through with religion and life generally, it's a minor miracle (if you'll pardon the pun) I've not gone full atheist.

I don't doubt I'm reading into this in a big way. Funerals have a way of opening up old wounds, and there are some things I'd rather do most anything than think about those parts of our relationship. I wish I could think less generally, just now.

Anyway. Long day. I'm sure things will seem less sharp-edged in a few days, or even once I've slept in my own bed. Thanks for all the sympathy, and the space to think out loud. It really is hugely appreciated.
Tuesday, June 10th, 2025 12:12 pm
Mailed my electric bill payment and picked up a few things including a slice of lemon cake from my favorite cafe. I'm waiting to hear from the guy from the skeptics group about when he's going to pick me up this evening.
Monday, June 9th, 2025 10:19 pm
 While we are waiting for things to start, I spun the wheel for the first time to determine how many byes there would be for this "special event". 

For those new to the concept, a "bye" is a skip week. Maybe you're sick, or busy or whatever. Maybe you just don't feel like writing that week. You can use a "bye" (that's B-Y-E for those listening to this.) and survive another week without being eliminated. 

I put the options 0-3 (3 being the most byes we've ever had in a season. Pretty sure that was when we had over 300 contestants. Pretty sure this isn't going to get anywhere close to that, especially since I've been pretty clear that if you don't like the craziness and random, this time around might not be your thing!) 

The wheel landed on 2. 

So there you go - you have 2 byes to use between Week 1 and whenever we have 5 contestants left in the competition,  Granted, right now there aren't a lot of people anyway, so that might not take very long! But I'm hoping that once the word starts spreading more people will show up! 

The link to sign up is: therealljidol.dreamwidth.org/1182845.html

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So, how are you doing? 

What are you watching? Reading? 

I'm currently not reading anything. But I did just pick up The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones, so hopefully I will be starting that soon.

I'm catching up on some shows - Shogun, Squid Games and Vice Principals.  


Monday, June 9th, 2025 03:52 pm
Not much going on here now, I did some grocery shopping and cleaning up, swam some laps, wrote out my electric bill check, etc. Would like to get together with L. but they're busy. Looking forward to going to the pub with my new skeptics group tomorrow night.
Monday, June 9th, 2025 03:14 pm
 Let's do this!
Monday, June 9th, 2025 09:53 am
Here we go again.
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 11:56 pm
A new season of LJ Idol is starting up here on Dreamwidth.

Idol is a 'weekly' writing challenge where mad (and maddening) topics get posted, and then you have until the deadline to write your entry and post it. Entries are gathered onto a ballot, and votes determine who is eliminated and who survives to write another week longer.

With this post, I'm officially signing up for this season, and I hope you'll join me!
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 10:10 pm
I'm down at my grandmum's house. Funeral is Tuesday. I wanted to come down to be around and so I didn't have to hit the road so early today. Being here, things are starting to sink in a bit more, which is hard. We were sitting in her sitting room, and theres the corner where the Christmas tree used to stand. Knowing we won't ever use it again sits heavily on me. Never mind we haven't done Christmas Eves there for years, and never mind that my childhood Christmases weren't always happy. But the finality is hard.

Real is good, though. I've mostly felt very fuzzy and depressed. I was kind of tapped out before. It's been a hard six months.

I can do this though. It does feel good to be strong, even to feel strong. All things told, it feels powerful.

Hope you're all doing well !
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 05:12 pm
I mean, yeah, okay, fuck it, I'm in.

let's see if I can make it more than a couple of weeks before being eaten by startup life, yeah?
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 04:59 pm
Went to Haight St earlier today. I had pumpkin pancakes for breakfast at Kate's and walked around looking at bookstores and other cool stuff and mostly had a good time but I never want to hear that thunder only happens when it's raining song by Fleetwood Mac again. I heard it four times in one hour. That's enough and they can't even pronounce "washes" right!
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 11:31 pm
Mereth Aderthad 2025 Interview with Kai by Shadow. Featured artist for "Gil-galad was an Elven King: Kingship and Personhood in the last High King of the Noldor."

Kai is a Tolkien artist whose work captures both the dramatic moments of the legendarium and the moments of friendship and love between characters that drove these storied events. Kai's work often captures light and radiance, making him fitting as a featured artist for Maglor's Mereth Aderthad 2025 presentation, "Gil-galad was an Elven King: Kingship and Personhood in the last High King of the Noldor." Kai spoke with Shadow about how Maglor's topic was instantly inspiring, his range of interests over the years in the legendarium, and the meaning behind the painting he made for Maglor's presentation.

You can read Shadow's interview with Kai here.


Sunday, June 8th, 2025 08:22 am
 Sign me up.
Sunday, June 8th, 2025 12:52 pm
 This is my LJ Idol sign up
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Saturday, June 7th, 2025 11:17 pm
yes, please!

(waves “Hi” to all) 
Saturday, June 7th, 2025 05:19 pm






Idol is back and it's WHEEL OF CHAOS time! I'm in and I really encourage all of you to give it a whirl, too! It's fun, truly! And even when it's not, you're writing and isn't that what we're here to do? 

therealljidol | The Wheel of Chaos Sign Up
Saturday, June 7th, 2025 07:31 pm
Greetings and salutations! This is my intent to sign up for the latest incarnation of LJ Idol—“The Wheel of Chaos!” chaos! chaos!

You too can sign up right here “https://therealljidol.dreamwidth.org/1182845.html” (I hope I did that right) until June 21st. Hilarity and hijinks will surely ensue!
Saturday, June 7th, 2025 06:39 pm
Title: Interlude
Creator: alexcat
Universe: MCU
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 1281
Summary: The last person Steve expected to see in Berlin was Stark....
Author's Notes: From this prompt. I have no idea the source::
First time seeing each other after years ( for whatever reason, civil war, someone was in space etc..) they did not part on the best terms but neither expected to go this long without seeing the other